What is fair? Today was psychiatrist appointment day. As Belinda is still on holidays Dione is there instead. I had never met her before and I don’t honestly like her approach. She has little to no training in pregnancy medications or ideas surrounding AND. She wants to change my meds again and I am very reluctant to do that. She doesn’t seem to understand if things are going ok don’t fuck with it. So in the end I left with no changes and just more pissed off I even went to see her.
While I was there I did however as the midwife about the fact I am still spotting occasionally she hummed and then next thing I knew the bloody Ob had her hand up my vagina and was feeling around. ALL I ASKED WAS FOR AN ANSWER! I thought my question was fairly easy. Do some women spot throughout their pregnancies? Well, I got my answer after my discomfort and that is ‘yes’. Apparently my cervix has some of the inner lining growing on the outside so I it prone to bleed easily and since I am pregnant and the cervix changes it can bleed. Was nice to know that but sure as hell would have been happy with a passing comment of ‘yes it is possible’ So once again I hopped into the car hating the hospital and the people in it. My dates changed again to the 28-29th as am measuring small. So here we age back at 15 weeks and 2 days… I really wish I could avoid that place like the plague. Problem is I have another appointment on the 12/1 to see Gus. I guess I could cancel. I have started reading about free birthing sounds pretty good to me.
Am due to start back at work next Tuesday and am so scared of the prospect of not making it through the day without being too over tired. But I am going back to Burnside so I feel so much more supported being a regular there.
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