Saturday, November 29, 2008

11 Weeks

Glitter Words

Have been sore from the pessary being inserted I ended up not working cause I am so sore sneeze makes my muscles burn. Is so nice thought to go to the toilet with out any issues but am still uncomfortable.

Spoke to Nan today she was making sure I was ok. She has lots of miscarriages and had a pessary ring put in with her twins and Karen. I think now she knows I have the same issue as her she is worried about me. She didn’t know anyone else who suffered from the uterus issues so I thought it was funny that 1% of the population experiences it and both Nan and I did. Nan had lots of miscarriages and her twins were born at 5 months and died at birth. She had a boy and girl and apparently the boy was a lot bigger than the girl. They blamed the miscarriages on her uterus being incarcerated. She carried Karen to full term but Leanne came at 7 months and was a very sick baby once again from her uterus not being able to support the bub. I think me having the pessary brought up some stuff her I know she never saw her babies who died but I know any mother would miss her babies especially if they died at birth and she never got any time with them.

I feel bad now I know why Nan has been a bit more short with me. I guess she sees how relaxed I am with what I do and lifting and all the other stuff I shouldn’t be doing while pregnant.

Since I am feeling pregnant now with my huge bump I am wishing the arvo sickness and fatigue would leave as I am getting mighty sick of being sick.

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