Just had enough NOW

In the last 18 months i have had a baby born 10 weeks early in April, diagnosed with vision issues in May, failure to thrive and cardio issues in June, diagnosed with cyst on the brain and PVL in July, August was diagnosed with hydrocephalus,In October they found he has no tear ducts, In November Keeley ssexually assulted counselling and court started, In December Noah had his nasogasstricc tube out, January Jake had Grommet put in, March I had my first back op, April second op with spinal cord damage whcih included rehab, In May Noah as diganosied with developmental delays and Peter PLus Syndrome, June we went to court to fight for keeley with 6 weekly court cases against the perp, Sept - Noah had first eye op, Oct - now due to have a growth hormone day procedure test, Adnoids removed, sleep study, oximetry study and countless other tests. So i wonder why i have had enough of it all!